Sorry I have not written lately -- I'm still feeling discouraged, still struggling. I've sent the rest of my queries out for Prodigies, and I know there's always a chance one of the agents sends me a request for a whole manuscript. If I don't get a nibble, I'm not sure what to do next with Prodigies.
I mean this literally. I don't know what to do.
My friend Lynn tells me that it's okay not to know. I do very poorly with not knowing. It might have to do with my disordered childhood, but there it is: I don't like not knowing. I don't like not having a plan B, and right now I don't.
Except I do. I have Voyageurs in dev edit, and I can ship it out next. I will send Apocalypse to the developmental editor next, and there are other novels to be dev edited.
I don't know when to quit, perhaps. I don't know how to quit.
Maybe if I found something else that fulfills me as much as writing does, I would quit it. But I haven't.
PS: I may be having mood swings right now because of the high stress of finals. Please be patient.
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