I know that most of you in the United States are people I already know. My overseas readers, for the most part, seem to be regulars, but I don't know you (or don't think I know you). I am addressing all of you.
I need your thoughts and prayers.
Not in the sense of "I need to say something of comfort so I can go back to what I was doing," as is too often the case when handling preventable tragedies in the US.
But I believe in thoughts and prayers if they occur in the sense of "I hope the best for this person." I believe this has an effect -- not necessarily to bring out a desired outcome, but to provide hope, clarity, courage, patience in the person who needs these things.
I need these things, because I'm struggling with writing. You might have noticed that I haven't been able to write daily, and that's because I don't know if I'm going to continue writing. I have no idea if I'm ever going to be published, and I'm not sure it's worth the time and money it takes to improve and make a story reading-ready.
But I don't know if I'm not going to continue writing, either.
So, if you have a spare moment and the intent to help, send thoughts and prayers my way. You don't even have to tell me you did. But I need to find clarity to move forward in whatever direction opens to me. .
