This is a story I once posted on Facebook, because not all my readers are friends on Facebook, and some of my Facebook friends may not have seen this.
Note: There are references to sexual assault/rape in this story. If this will cause PTSD, I understand if you don't read it.
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In a small town in the Missouri Ozarks,
Chief Hayes took the call – a B & E at the high school. He met
Superintendent Reeves at the back door, and they walked through the whole three
floors and annex of the building. Hayes observed no signs of entry, no
footprints, nothing missing. Signs of breaking –that was another story
entirely. Almost every window down the glass corridor that led from the
main building to the gymnasium was shattered. A cracked baseball bat lay
discarded at the foot of the building, and one glass pane remained
unbroken and with a smudge of blood across it.
“Can you get a print on that?”
“What
the hell do you think we are – CSI?” Hayes found his voice reverting
back to the local accent out of aggravation, the one where “hell” was
pronounced in two syllables. He hated that accent, because he felt it
made him sound like a stereotypical hick cop on TV. “That’s likely as
not an arm print, smeared,and no, I am NOT going to run a DNA check on a
vandalism case.”
“Not breaking and entering?” The chief thought Reeves always sounded like he wore his tighty whities too tight.
“I
see breaking. I don’t see entering. Breaking without entering is called
‘vandalism’, and that’s what we’ll investigate. That should feed your
persecution complex well enough.” And Hayes left the superintendent
gaping like a snagged bluegill.
As he wrote up the
report in a room otherwise occupied only by the night dispatch, Chief
Hayes pondered: Who would break the windows out at the high school? Teen
vandals were always the obvious culprits – a few teens go out drinking
and then break into the high school, where the security cameras record
them kicking in lockers and raiding the cafeteria. But there was no
entering, as he had pointed out, only breaking. Not business as usual.
What else wasn’t business as usual? He couldn’t think of anything except
the 20th reunion of Mays Corner High School class of 1994 –
Long
shot, he thought, but possible. It would be easy enough to find them,
he thought. He was having breakfast with his high school class reunion
tomorrow morning. And if one of them was stitched up, there was his
culprit.
No one sported a gashed arm or hand the
next morning at Mary’s Diner, but several sported hangovers. If
they awarded degrees in heavy drinking, he knew some likely candidates
sitting at the table. Most of the survivors of the 20th reunion were
locals, though, and he highly doubted that paunchy, middle-aged locals
were smashing windows at the high school.
“Where were
you last night, Hayes?” A man with a ravaged joker’s face waved from the
far end of the long table. The half-dozen or so survivors of the
reunion watched avidly, probably looking for a fight. “Losing your
virginity?”
“To your mom, Saunders.” Hayes often fought
the urge to kill Brent Saunders, but the latter was doing a good enough
job on his own, mixing booze with diabetes. “I’m on duty, so no remarks
about my sex life. But please tell me you bashed some windows at the
high school with a baseball bat so I can feel free to arrest you.”
“No,
SIR,” Saunders shot back with a mock salute. “I was here at the party
all night. Obviously.” Bleary laughter greeted his revelation.
“Who wasn’t at the party last night who should have been?”
Jane
Trevino Goodin, halfway across the table, jumped in with her nasal
voice. “Well, Dave Winston was doing emergency room duty. He doesn’t
hang with us hill rats anyhow, ever since he got that MD. And I think I
saw a car with an out-of-state plate at the Reszniks’ place. Maybe
Crystal came home, but she wasn’t at the reunion.”
On a
hunch, Hayes had watched Saunders rather than Jane, and at the
mention of Crystal Resznik, he thought he saw a flash of almost
suppressed fear. Interesting.
If Crystal Resznik was in
town last night, would she have bashed in the high school windows? She
was an odd one back in high school, Chief Hayes thought. Honor student,
brilliant even, but a bit -- different, almost like what they called
Asperger’s now. Nicest girl in the world, but – the only politically
correct word he could come up with was different. He hadn't seen her in
twenty years, because she'd gone off to college and didn't seem to want
to be seen. Different for sure, but certainly nothing to inspire that
look of fear on Saunders’ face.
He drove up to the
Resznik’s house and noticed that there was no out-of-state car in the
parking lot. Her father's car was in the drive,so he parked his ride and
knocked on the door. Mr. Resznik answered the door in a sweatshirt and jeans with a polite but
wary expression.
“You would be Todd Resznik? Mr. Resznik, I’m Police Chief Hayes. I expect you know this.”
“Is there anything wrong?” Polite but wary.
“Not
that I know of, but I would like to ask you a few questions." He
paused, more for effect than anything. Resznik did not invite him in,
but that wasn't unusual. "I saw a car with an out-of-state license in
your driveway last night. Was your daughter Crystal here to visit?"
"Yes." Resznik's chin tilted up slightly. "She left this morning."
"Was
she here for the reunion?" Innocuous beginning, after which he
would follow up with the standard whereabouts questions.
"She'd
just as soon see you all burn in Hell first," Resznik responded, his
voice suggesting he preferred an icy Hell."Starting with Winston and
Saunders."
Resznik’s response caught him off guard. "What do you mean by that?"
"It's
not my story to tell. You might ask Winston and Saunders." With that,
Resznik closed the door, and Chief Hayes felt so disoriented that he
momentarily forgot about vandalism, broken glass, or blood.
A
different mystery was developing than the one he was trying to solve,
Chief Hayes suspected, and it gave him a headache. Something was hinky
here – Saunders looking scared about something to do with Crystal
Resznik, who had been in town but had not gone to the reunion. Todd
Resznik implying an unsettling connection between Crystal and Brent
Saunders and Dave Winston. Winston was a respected doctor, although he
always was a bit of a mommy’s boy, and Saunders was – well,
disreputable. Never got caught doing anything illegal enough to lock him
away, but that didn’t mean he didn’t do anything illegal. What was the
connection?
It didn’t make sense. What bugged him most
was that he fel tthe whole situation – situations? – were getting away
from him. Obviously, though,Winston was the guy he needed to talk to,
because he had been the ER doc on duty last night, and because his name
kept coming up, sometimes with sinister implications. He might be able
to take care of both mysteries with one visit.
Dave
Winston lived in one of the few McMansions in Mays Corner. Chief Hayes
felt intimidated walking up the front porch stairs and facing the front
door, which had a knocker, for God’s sake. He comforted himself with the
reminder that the house reportedly was as shoddy as it was
ostentatious.
Dave’s wife, a gracefully aging former
cheerleader, answered the door. “Chief Hayes!” she exclaimed in that
high-pitched coo that sounded like she hadn’t quite made it past age 7.
“What brings you here?”
“Is your husband in, Mrs. Winston?”
“He hasn’t done anything wrong, has he?” In the distance, a dog barked.
“Not that I know of. “ A common reassurance, but in this case no more than the truth. “May I speak to him?”
“I’ll
go get him. You come right in and make yourself comfortable.” A few
minutes, and a feminine but very unchildlike “Ginger, DOWN!” later, and
Dave Winston, clad in sweats and a t-shirt, stepped into the living
room. “Would you like something to drink?”
“No
thanks.” Hayes' first impression of Dr. Dave Winston was that the man
didn’t look well. Twenty years before, Winston was a track star, tanned
skin and sun highlights in his hair. Now he looked pale, mouth pinched.
He looked thin – no, attenuated,stretched taut. Hayes settled for a
moment on the too-soft couch and gathered his thoughts. He knew that
there were better ways to get information from doctors than asking
direct questions whose answers would violate HIPPA. “We had some
vandalism at the high school last night.”
“Really?” No tells, no clicks, just puzzlement. “You’re telling me this for a reason, right?”
“Maybe.
Nearly every window in the first floor hallway of the high school had
been busted in by a baseball bat. The last window wasn’t busted because
they broke the bat. And it looks like they cut themselves up pretty
good. Would you have stitched up any gash type wounds last night?"
Dr.
Winston pulled himself upright, "I am not permitted to give you that
information under HIPAA rules. If you have a specific suspect in mind --
"
"I can file the appropriate paperwork," Hayes
finished. "Let me ask you a totally unrelated question. When was the
last time you saw Crystal Resznik?"
The effect of the
question was like shaking up a can of beer and then pulling the tab. "I
hadn't seen her since high school, honest,and then she was in the ER
last night and she stared me down and told me I owed her one --"
"Owed her for what?"
But
Winston shook his head. "I can't talk about it. Christ, it was over
twenty years ago. I didn't do anything. The statute of limitations --"
Hayes
figured that if he pursued the line of questioning further, Winston was
going to start talking lawyers. "Here's my card, and if you can get
around to remembering what it was you did or didn’t do over twenty years
ago that I might care about, give me a call."
As he
pulled into Brent Saunders' driveway, he noticed two things: Saunders
was sitting in the driveway sobbing, and his pet project, the maroon '74
Mustang Fastback, looked like it had been beaten with a baseball bat.
All the windows were shattered and the body had broken out into
fist-sized dents.
"Are you drunk, Saunders?" Hayes gave
the man a hand up and set him on a nearby lawn chair, then pulled up
another. "Does this have anything to do with Crystal Resznik?"
"Resznik? She's such a bitch ..." Saunders trailed off into his near stupor, and Hayes hoped the man wouldn't up and die on him.
"Why is Crystal Resznik a bitch?"
"She
was so much smarter'n the rest of us. Nothing we did to her ever
bothered her. You'd call her nasty names and she’d give you this look
like you was a bug. I had to do sumthin' to get in good with the
guys..."
"What. Did. You. Do." Chief Hayes bit out, fearing that the anger that was greying his vision would break out as violence.
"I got me a piece of Crystal after school freshman year,” Saunders chortled.
"Jesus
CHRIST!" Hayes stood up abruptly, spilling his lawn chair backward. "Do
you mean to tell me you sexually assaulted Crystal Resznik in high
school? Why the HELL would you possibly think this was okay?"
"Because
she thought she was too good. Because someone had to bring her down to
our level," Saunders sniveled – there was no other word for it.
"Was Dave Winston involved?"
"Pretty
boy? Hell, no. He walked in on it and ran out. I was always afraid he
was gonna call the cops or sumthin' but he never did. Prolly afraid his
parents’d worry about their reputation." Hayes began to understand, but in a way that made his stomach burn.
"You bastard. I don't
think Crystal Resznik did enough damage. I think she should have taken
that baseball bat to your balls." Chief Hayes slammed his foot into the
side of the battered Mustang and stalked off.
On his
way back to the Resznik residence, Chief Hayes put together the pieces,
and more. Brent Saunders raped Crystal Resznik in high school because
she was "too good". The reputable, law-abiding Dave Winston didn't
report the violent crime -- to protect his reputation? It was entirely
possible that other classmates knew about it even back then but didn't
report it -- why? Because somebody had to bring Crystal down to their
level.Saunders became a hero, in other words, because he raped Crystal
Resznik.
Hayes parked the cop car at a small
neighborhood park, opened the door, and vomited on the curb. Wiping his
mouth with a handkerchief, heglimpsed the heart of the bucolic town he
had come back to and made his own. The comforting exterior, the rotten
bleeding heart.
Why had he never heard the rumors? Why had he
never seen this? He cast the net of his memory back twenty years, and
saw himself standing somewhat separate from the others. He heard
Saunders singing an unfunny ditty:"Marty Hayes sucks brass donkey dicks
... He bites their balls..." Hayes had ignored it.
That,
of course, was the answer: He had ignored the rumors,ignored the hints,
ignored the times when Saunders openly harassed Crystal Resznik and
others (yes, there were others) between classes. Just as he had ignored
anything that would disrupt his peace.
Too late for arrests; let him make his peace the only way he could.
He
pulled up to the Resznik's battered little house at the bottom of the
hill. Some called it a shack, but it was plenty safe against the
elements. Mrs. Resznik had died years ago, when Crystal was in fifth
grade; Mr.Resznik and his daughter were a tight family. He would have to
proceed cautiously.
"Mr. Resznik, may I come in? I need to speak to you about Crystal." He flashed his badge, all official.
Todd
Resznik glared as he opened the door and indicated a seat at the
kitchen table. "If you've come to accuse her of the vandalism at the
high school, you have the wrong culprit." He held his arm up, where a
two-inch gash sported stitches. "I think this is the smoking gun you've
been looking for."
"Then why was Crystal at the emergency room last night?”
"You
don't think I could drive with this, do you? If you check my truck,
you'll find a rolled-up shirt with blood on it I've been meaning to
throw away. I could barely drive home, and then Crystal drove me to the
ER." Resznik’s words fit the remaining pieces together, but Hayes saw no reward for himself.
"But why the hell did you do it?" Hayes shouted.
"Do
you know what it's like to have a daughter who tries to fit in, but
she's just a little bit different? Not retarded, so she feels and
understands every slight delivered to her, but just different? She finally
has some guy paying attention to her, and she believes he wants to go
out with her, but instead he uses her trust -- " Resznik clenched his
fists and did not continue.
"Saunders," Hayes offered.
"Yeah,
Saunders. And the rest of that school who knew about it, including
Superintendant Reeves, who told me it was his word against hers and
since she was a little different anyhow, she was unreliable."
"I'm so sorry. I'm so, so sorry." Hayes wasn’t sure he felt sorry. He wasn’t sure he felt anything.
"Damn
it, I'm not the one who needs the apology. Where were you to apologize
when she just wanted to fit in?" Hayes couldn’t remember.
"I could apologize now --" The words fell like lead in the small kitchen.
"It's too damned late. Arrest me or get out of here." Resznik crossed his arms. End of discussion.
Statute
of limitations, Chief Hayes thought as he stood in front of the high
school. What's the use of justice if all that's needed to derail it
was a statute of limitations? Too late to arrest Saunders. Too late to
make amends.
This damn town is a caramel-covered rotten
apple, he thought.Candy on the outside, worms on the inside. The worms
wear the names of the seven sins -- Greed, Avarice, Envy. And I'm one of
those damn worms -- only I'm wearing a uniform. My name is Sloth.
Hayes
took his truncheon and busted out the last of the windows that had
started the whole damn thing. "Hell," he said, pronouncing it as two
syllables. "Now I can arrest me for it." He walked off, but part of him
could never leave the scene of the crime.
I really like this story. It touches on the real things that happen in highschool that are over looked because the criminals are the darlings who are pampered and showered with constant praise and adoration. This is lanetta
ReplyDeleteI've had this idea for over 20 years, but couldn't hook into how to write it until I finally wrote it a couple years ago. What I didn't realize was that I had to write it in the voice of the cop who found himself powerless. There are other stories I would like to write in this neighborhood but I haven't found them fully yet.
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